Friday, February 8, 2008

one split second...

how can it be that in one split second your whole world can be turned upside down?

that things you knew to be true and good and solid, suddenly aren't?

that once where you had direction and confidence, you are now lost in the dark without a clue as to which way is up and forward?

how is it that we are expected to go on in life when our life stands still in broken shards while we stand there wondering what happened?


my life has crumbled. i don't want to get out of bed.

17 comments:

chanknits said...

Uh-oh. Big hugs. I'm only a phonecall away.

Cass said...

Oh dear. (((((Big hugs Wendy)))))

Knit Eat Sleep said...

oh my gosh...........are you ok? There seems to be this feeling in the air.........my good friend is having a masectomy on Monday. I hope you are not sick.

Nachaele in Denver, CO

jasmine said...

Hey Wen, I am thinking of you -- do you need to get together? Let me know.

Rachel said...

Wow--that does not sound good...thinking of you and sending you virtual hugs!

insanknitty said...

Seinding you hugs Wendy.. I hope everything is going to be ok!

dobarah said...

If I were closer, I would be knocking on your door...okay, I might even be knocking the door down to get in and give you a huge hug. You helped me smile when I was down...now it looks as if you have many willing to do the same for you. HUGS

Virtuous said...

Oh my! I just left your blog trying to catch up, now I am so confused and VERY worried! I am going to give you a call honey and check in on you. Take care of you 1st gurl.

Amy said...

OMG - BIG HUGS! I'm keeping you in my thoughts hon.

Sonya said...

Sending you strength and calmness.
I hope things become better for you very soon.

Grace Yaskovic said...

wishing you peace, and sending hugs

Anne said...

:( Do let us know you're alright - that does not sound good and sounds as though something has definitely knocked you on your butt :( I do hope you're leaning on some folks, and I'll pray for you.

Anonymous said...

Oh Wendy...I hope things are not all that bad...I will pray for you! I don't want to reveal myself because I am your swap partner...but I am very concerned.

sherriknits said...

I have never been here before but I have been there more than once when I could say the same thing. I pray you are ok and that things are looking brighter today.

CynicalGal said...

Thinking about you...it's been a wretched winter for sure. Hang in, email if you want, and take care of you!

Nancy @ the Jersey Shore said...

Wendy, as one who's life changed in an instant, I am sending you prayers of strength.

Marlena said...

One week to the day after you wrote this entry, this same thing happened to me. I happened upon your blog today through Stacy's. I'm thinking of you!